If I was the only one in his life.

If someone tells you "I am still the same, it's just that prorities have changed" that actually means "You are not as important in my life as someone else is".
You are still with him holding second priority in his life just because you cannot afford to lose him at any cost.But it had to end some day & it did.
One day you tell him "Like your priorities have changed,same way I have changed my priorities,but your place has not taken by some guy,its just that I want to give importance to my career more than everything & everyone."These are just two sentences but not the easy ones to say.
Though I still love him the way I used to but I wanted to show him that I don't feel anything for him anymore.And I was successful in doing so last night.
I should be happy because I was able to potray whatever I wanted to in front of him & made him feel the same way he used to make me feel but the feeling that I am getting since then is not happiness, its the GUILT.The guilt of hurting someone whom you love the most.
This relation used to be the sweetest relation of my life but I can sense that it would have the worst end which is not so far now.It's impossible for me to let him go off my life but it seems I would have to do this impossible thing.
I would have loved to be with him the way he wanted me to, I would have loved to do watever he wanted me to do,I would have loved to dressed up the way he loves,if I was the only one in his life.